Hi Arthur, Sorry to hear you are feeling this way. Your words are nevertheless poetic. Please know that your words are inspiring. I have thought about you whilst you have been away. I missed your poems and prose. Take what time you need to get through this. I will be thinking of you, wishing you all the best, my dearest friend. Your words could have only come from a beautiful soul. Find what strength, where you can, to overcome this challenging time.